Fundraising To Go Home, Request For Helping Hand
rejection is redirection, a practice of liberation and trusting the unknown
Dear Lovers,
The past few months have been difficult for my life circumstances since I was actively job-searching and interviewing for positions in the US - to utilize my post-study work visa. I have a limited time of 90 days to secure a placement before being asked to leave the country for good, and more than half of those days have expired.
After multiple rejections, even from places I was confident in ~ I was swimming deep in confusion throughout Pisces season, the subterranean ocean of my natal chart. One too many times, I spiritually-screamed at the Universe as if They has abandoned me [it helps to do this because we are human repairing relationship with divinity] - though my heart knows They would never, and I realized… something… deeper:
I was having a deep spiritual crisis of imagination (transit Saturn in Pisces on my natal IC). I was attached to something to the point it felt poisonous to my etheric body. As a claircognizant and clairsentient mystic with the Moon conjunct South Node signature, I know and feel deeply when attachments have become a harmful compulsion to the soul, and I know parts of my inner-selves have gone to the extremes.
I called in Izrail (Angel of Death) to help me confront my inner-selves and shadows, and I instantly heard divinely guided ancestral whispers in the wind to “GO HOME!” and re-center my life. The moon, the motherland is calling me, and I am heeding the call - though my ego-heart is still processing the grief of leaving a place I am *just* starting to call home. Luna is semi-activated this year as a supporting timelord since I am in a Gemini (Mercury in Pisces) year.
The past 2+ years have shown the PROOF-OF-CONCEPT that there are always larger forces in life I can't control, both blessings and challenges of the beloved cosmic laws (qada’ and qadar).
I came to NYC with a DREAM to complete my Master of Public Administration focusing on human rights policy, on a partial scholarship [tuition reduction] from Columbia University, and a limited loan-scholarship from MARA that barely covers my monthly rent, and some savings.
I also had another DREAM - my spiritual life passion to help others through astrology, tarot, and spirit guides connection. I “hustled” my way to support livelihood with Suprasensory Shahir. I always tell folks that sometimes it feels like a MIRACLE I was surviving and thriving through graduate school with these limitations! It feels like a MIRACLE for doing the things we truly LOVE, because the Universe is secretly scheming in the background to support us in ways we have never imagined ~ and here, again, I am being called to TRUST THE FLOW OF WATER.
I am deeply thankful for everyone who has been supporting my journey along the way! Friends - near/new and far/old, families - blood and chosen ones, clients who show ups to collaborate with my spiritual crafts, followers on my social media supporting my contents, readers of my substack - faithfully reading in silence and reverence, astrologers + tarot readers + spiritual healers community I have met online and in-person. THANK YOU.
And all the hidden spiritual guides, angel guardians, ancestors, the Divine - the Uniquely One. ALHAMDULILLAH ~ we did it yall ~ the DREAM manifested!
Fundraising To Go Home, Request For Helping Hand
With that said, I need some help with the next vision if you are at capacity to do so, funds to cover my flight cost to go home - Malaysia, my final rent + food here, and other moving-related expenses/madness. I wanna be with family and loved ones for Eid, bring back my graduation robes, and have a photo shoot at home since they can’t attend my graduation commencement [I am not even sure if I am coming back to NYC in May, for this purpose since I have fewer reasons to do so without them].
Here are some ways to support me to go home in late April ~
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Thank you so much from the deepest cavern of my heart and soul ~ let’s flow home…
Your Love Devotee,
Shahir