seer scorpio: november season love letter (part one)
an eclipsed taurus full moon musings: high priestess of dirty desires (audio available)
peace be upon your (eclipsed) hearts - lovers,
welcome to scorpio season and november month, things have been rather dramatique, magickal, or hella weird lately, and i decided to write (and read) a full moon musings and audio-horoscopes as a love letter for the collective this month! remember those days when i used to write my high priestess series every full moon? it felt like a long time ago, when the first one was just in september last year. honestly, last year felt like a distant place and space for me, i’m sure some of yall felt that too!
aite, eclipse analysis time from my astrological brain ~
moon: exalted in taurus (supposedly), freshly opposed scorpio mercury (cazimi), readily applying (1) conjunction to taurus uranus, and (2) opening square to aquarius saturn.
venus, ruler of the moon: hidden by the sun, yet watching from the antithesis land of scorpio. separating from a closing square with aquarius saturn. it seems like venus motion has been paving the way for this eclipse in her taurus house - she has contacted the sun in our previous libra-scorpio venus cazimi, she just opposed uranus and square saturn, and now approaching trine to jupiter in pisces.
the eclipsed moon is within the moon's face which corresponds to the tarot card: 6 of pentacles, and the degrees are within the term of jupiter (similar to venus). by sign, the full moon sextiles jupiter in pisces (retrograde).
eclipsed full moon musings: high priestess of dirty desires
the moon-uranus in taurus combination creates earthquakes within the deepest caves of our desires. our most profound desires include unlived desires from our childhood and yet-to-lived desires from our most current self, sometimes my most current-self is the longing of my childhood-self. there could be desires overlapping, there could be mutually-exclusive desires, there could be conflicting desires. some of these desires are contaminated, they are poisoned, and they smell like piss. saturn squaring the moon creates a sense of judgment of having dirty desires. yet the uranus-moon combination asked:
when did purity become something desirable within us?
how could we emancipate ourselves from certain ideas of what purity is or are?
venus in scorpio (the ruler of the eclipsed moon) is hidden. she has less agency to provide the moon, though she knows the saturnian judgment deeply. less agency does not equate to less focus. if anything, in moments where when we have less agency, we focus on the agency that matters to us, that is available for us, and scorpio is the signature of survival. from my point of view, venus is playing dead and quiet to persevere, there is no shame in preservation in the space of scarcity and chaos. venus-south node (ketu) in scorpio preservation is both healing and revealing, we can’t help another if we do not have enough, there is something healing about confronting our not-enough-ness during this time. jupiter in pisces might suggest compassion and healing towards these parts of our inner-selves, while scorpio venus is somewhat skeptical of the outlook given her circumstances. in the backstage, mars retrograde in gemini, the ruler of scorpio, creates a subtle agitation in the information we are receiving, whether the news was forced to our faces or otherwise - there is a hidden confrontation energy here at play.
dirty desires are intriguing because it implicates our role in determining what is “dirty,” to be with the dirt and in the dirt, to be with the messiness of earth. that is dirty. dirty desires could evoke taboo imaginations, but they do not have to be.
dirty desires are desires within your inner-selves that have been shunned upon, that have been humiliated, that have been kept secret.
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i am not asking you to drink your pee or eat your shit, i am asking you to reframe what is pissy and what is shitty in your life right now, so you could alchemize:
transmute those which are typically removed into a form of resource,
to shake and shape the future!
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so, stay tuned for the audio-horoscopes channeling on my substack page exclusive!