remembering queer futurity || jupiter in gemini & saturn station retrograde in pisces: hope vs. doubt & despair || giving up the future is not an option for the oppressed
hello there shahir, your writing is so beautiful. thank you! i too suffer from the friction between my dualities and resonate with you on that. that very morning after rainbow rojak i immediately slapped on my hijab and was in a car ride to Perak for raya haji and it felt so surreal eventho ive been doing this double life for years. queerness can feel so far from me on some days but it is being practiced! just need my reminders, and of course, community. hope to run into you again in the future - happy cancer season 🌹
hello there shahir, your writing is so beautiful. thank you! i too suffer from the friction between my dualities and resonate with you on that. that very morning after rainbow rojak i immediately slapped on my hijab and was in a car ride to Perak for raya haji and it felt so surreal eventho ive been doing this double life for years. queerness can feel so far from me on some days but it is being practiced! just need my reminders, and of course, community. hope to run into you again in the future - happy cancer season 🌹